How Do I Feel?

How do I feel?

I feel alone; empty
Longing for something I can't have
Wishing for what never was

I feel lost; afraid
Trying not to lose who I am
Holding on to what little sanity I have left
I feel sad; detered
Picking up the pieces of a broken heart
Unsure if all the pieces are even here
I feel worthless; wasted
So much of my life to give
So much of my dreams to share
I feel hurt; broken
The pain is an endless abyss
No one could ever touch me the way you did
I feel....

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Sitting here thinking about where things went
Wondering how it all came to this
Wishing for things to be where they were
Reminiscing about spending hours on the phone
Wanting to understand where those times went
Feeling like I lost the greatest opportunity
Praying that it wasn't just my imagination
Believing that we really had something
Thinking that there's still a future here somewhere
Hoping that no matter where things are now there's still something to look forward to.....